My Heart.
This is the point where i had to deal with my mortality. I mean, in the deep, and i mean really deep recesses of my brain i know one day i will die. If i could, i would like to cry at my own funeral. It's so sad ....
But when you go for an operation like a heart surgery, you really have to deal with the idea that you might not make it through. The odds are in your favour --- about 97% success. But that 3% who don't make it bugs you. With my ass luck, i could be the 3% statistic. What if the doctor has H1N1 and starts coughing during my operation, or what about his staff? HINI was going around at that time and frankly i was worried.
